Second Chance

Do you know about the feeling when you love someone, and they don’t love you back? When your found to be not trustworthy enough by your loved one. Ever felt the depressing tearful need to run back in time and change the committed mistake you did which made you lose yourself. Sometimes you really need to give yourself a second chance, you must, and tell yourself to forgive what you did and move on. Sometimes forgiving isn’t that easy my girl. You wanna ask if you really deserved what happened to you because of the mistake you committed which looked like such a wonderful thing in first place, maybe just an interesting feeling of human species ----- a question to nobody. You tell yourself that perhaps it was deserving because that was the first time you lied about big things, became the untrustworthy one for all your loved ones, got so confused as you got the ‘changed’ feeling but maybe that difference was a mistake. Even your most loved one forgave you, changed you, categorized you, understood you, rhetorically humiliated you, and at last accepted you after all for which you had the utmost fear. However, you still couldn’t get over or forget it. A wish to die which will never die but just be ignored. Surprisingly hope never died. Maybe you don’t want second chance for yourself but the chance will itself prove its worth to you, making you get in and all over the punishment you had got which you can and must call an experience. Everyone must explore without any full stop