American Pie

I watched 'American Pie' today, like completed just about 15 minutes back and to be honest I didn't get turned on ---- it wasn't perhaps that exciting enough. Whats wrong with you Saumya?  It was really porn with a story ----  a perfect porn movie suggested by your friends and a very frank teacher, basically to watch it for fun. Maybe you are a lesbian?

Oh no, ‘The Lucky One’ or ‘The Notebook’ --- movies from the books written by Nicholas Sparks were really exciting right!? It had all that sex and intimacy stuff and even those small sweet kisses got me turned on. It’s not bad to get excited. Love is this crazy thing. Love is a roller coaster and you are bound to get excited as well as afraid. You are afraid to fall when you are on a roller coaster dude, obviously! That means you are afraid to lose yourself, my dear. In love you and him are same. It’s one and only. Love makes you afraid of losing her but yes, it has a seat belt. This strong feeling doesn’t die easily. Once you really feel it, it clings to you forever. Forever with love comes affection. It’s part of it. The feeling tries to express itself in words and actions. She can be wrong. Maybe she is. My sister told me thrice that love, relationships, marriages are just about sex. Youngster have a strong hormonal hunger for it. Hormonal hunger for intimacy? Yes. But sex in love --- the love making of two souls is just like the upside down part of the roller coaster for which you may wanna ride it again! Crush, liking, attraction, fondness, passion, infatuation; all synonyms of love but not this crazy thing exactly. These all lead to intimacy and affection too. Maybe one should be ashamed of kissing more than one boy. Experience is the name people give it to their mistakes. One can be a product of these short term feelings and be a soul so void of love that it keeps feeling that’s its love this time, everytime. He wants to believe. She wishes to be born with soul marks. Still, experiences are part of life to end up having soul mate and feel the purest love. Be patient. 

‘The Notebook’ makes me emotional every time. It made me cry. A lot. But the tears were full of happiness and my heart full of hope to feel the wonderful feeling of foreverness of the beautiful feeling, love. The movie makes me believe that the feeling still ceases to exist even after kids and grand-kids if its true afterall. Now please excuse me, I wanna cry hard.