Something Different

Do you know about the feeling when you love someone, and they don’t love you back? When your found to be not trustworthy enough by your loved one. Ever felt the depressing tearful need to run back in time and change the committed mistake you did which made you lose yourself. Sometimes you really need to give yourself a second chance, you must, and tell yourself to forgive what you did and move on. Sometimes forgiving isn’t that easy my girl. You wanna ask if you really deserved what happened to you because of the mistake you committed which looked like such a wonderful thing in first place, maybe just an interesting feeling of human species ----- a question to nobody. You tell yourself that perhaps it was deserving because that was the first time you lied about big things, became the untrustworthy one for all your loved ones, got so confused as you got the ‘changed’ feeling but maybe that difference was a mistake. Even your most loved one forgave you, changed you, categorized you, und...

Love is that pure little feeling. Why little? Because we all become babies or stupid ‘in love’ children. Its so cute. Its so lovely. Its so damn beautiful. It’s a feeling so undescriptable yet expressable in the form of actions. Yes, being more physical and intimate doesn’t proves to be out of love or full of lust. Intimacy is yet another connection of human bodies where one can feel the intentions without hearing it out aloud. Love can simply be that one little moment where you want to eat food or heart shaped chocolates from his fingers. Love may not last lifetime, but lovely heartfelt memories last forever. Actions dont always include hearts and flowers, hugs and kisses, holding hands or kit-katss tempting between two pairs of lips; it can just be her smile when she watches him pack her bag diligently while she was called for a meeting at the end of the last lecture, and she hugs him from   behind not in real but with her soul to his in her imagination to tell him how much...

Its mind war or war in brain, which theme would be better? Or I would have just kept it as inner war given by Deeksha ma’am after all wars do happen in the most sensitive emotional part of human beings also – hearts. Personally, decision making has been very hard for me in my life so far. It is well said that lives of girls especially in India haven been always competitive. Most of the times there aren’t just two – angel and demon but loads of; voice of society, voice of Mumma, voice of dad, voices of my different friends because everybody is unique, and last but not the least voice of my inner self which is at times unrecognizable as it gets affected by everybody. Apparently which chocolate you chose wont matter after having one. The secret you regretted to hide in your teenage hood won’t matter once you turn into much matured adults. And surprisingly the hard truth is that even one who is eligible to give vote in India or taken her/his own decisions and will, regarding property a...