Mind war

Its mind war or war in brain, which theme would be better? Or I would have just kept it as inner war given by Deeksha ma’am after all wars do happen in the most sensitive emotional part of human beings also – hearts. Personally, decision making has been very hard for me in my life so far. It is well said that lives of girls especially in India haven been always competitive. Most of the times there aren’t just two – angel and demon but loads of; voice of society, voice of Mumma, voice of dad, voices of my different friends because everybody is unique, and last but not the least voice of my inner self which is at times unrecognizable as it gets affected by everybody. Apparently which chocolate you chose wont matter after having one. The secret you regretted to hide in your teenage hood won’t matter once you turn into much matured adults. And surprisingly the hard truth is that even one who is eligible to give vote in India or taken her/his own decisions and will, regarding property and marriage and even producing children, commit mistakes after all there are too ‘human beings’ – the homo sapiens. This has been the best and the most heard – excuse or valid reason? Oh! I am so confused to know what to right and what is write. Alas, I will need to end here right away. I am giving a valid reason or making up an excuse to ignore this topic. Depends on how you take it. Bye!